to sum up

It's really hard to combine different people from two different worlds.

很多時候我們都會預設立場,用自己的背景,用自己的想法; 沒錯, 這不可避免; 聖人都沒辦法。更何況非聖人的我們。

多才多藝見聞廣博的朋友們常常不經意的點出不一樣的idea...

hand-made stuffs has no meaning to some kind of people...
some people just don't wanna learn new stuffs...
some people are supposed to be too quiet to express their feelings...

可能, 在comfortable zone 太久了,習慣了一種默契,習慣一種語言,習慣歡笑沒負擔的一群人

像剛接觸異國文化一樣,剛開始一切都好新鮮,好有趣;why? 因為用自己生活習慣來看全部都好特別...

其實, 過沒兩天就發現自己其實格格不入,千百年的根深蒂固,就算很努力想討好,仍舊感覺effort zero, feedback zero;
這時候就只想改機票回家...,再美再漂亮的風景古蹟,無心觀賞.

也許真的不夠盡力融入? but being tired already...out of power.

說出來有改變嗎? 憑什麼?

Depressed. + Desperado as background music...

亂寫一通~ ! Just making a record for myself.